“A Phase of Feeling Lost and Burnt Out”
Today, something has been bothering me. At first, I didn’t know why. After thinking for a while, I realized the truth — I don’t have time for myself. I’m not happy with who I am right now. I don’t like my current job, but the worst part is, I don’t even know what I like or what I want to do. That realization hurts more than I expected. I have too much work, but I can’t finish anything on time because I don’t know how to manage my time. It feels suffocating. Sometimes I feel completely useless, like I can’t even handle simple daily tasks. Whenever I get free time, I just lie on my bed and scroll through my phone. I’ve become lazy, and I hate admitting that. I’ve gained a lot of weight. I’ve been struggling with acne and scars for the past 11 years. Dark circles. Hair fall. I can’t even take proper care of myself anymore. This isn’t a sympathy post. This is just me admitting that I’m tired, stressed, and lost.