“A Phase of Feeling Lost and Burnt Out”

Today, something has been bothering me.

At first, I didn’t know why.

After thinking for a while, I realized the truth — I don’t have time for myself. I’m not happy with who I am right now. I don’t like my current job, but the worst part is, I don’t even know what I like or what I want to do.

That realization hurts more than I expected.

I have too much work, but I can’t finish anything on time because I don’t know how to manage my time. It feels suffocating. Sometimes I feel completely useless, like I can’t even handle simple daily tasks.

Whenever I get free time, I just lie on my bed and scroll through my phone. I’ve become lazy, and I hate admitting that.

I’ve gained a lot of weight.

I’ve been struggling with acne and scars for the past 11 years.

Dark circles. Hair fall.

I can’t even take proper care of myself anymore.

This isn’t a sympathy post.

This is just me admitting that I’m tired, stressed, and lost.